Don't expect because in the end, you'll just get hurt.
I'm not the man of great timings. It just sucks when you get a rejection from your invitation. You've got a great plan, great day ahead and everything just becomes ruined.
"I'm so sorry, I can't come."
Those words just pierce straight to my heart. Although it's just some wacky, out-of-nowhere get-together, it means the whole world when she comes. You get to meet her again, catch up and make her happy.
It's been more than a year. It just crushes me. I know I just get to be so annoying but I don't know just how to move on. I always get the feeling that I'm out of grasp, out of place from her world. I get the feeling that she hates me, I don't know. I suck damn it. I just don't feel great.
Moving on is hard especially if that someone made a great impact to your life. I just hope that I 've made even just a small impact to yours.
I hope this isn't goodbye