Wednesday 18 April 2018

To The Girl That's Worth It

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Belle and Sebastian - Calculating Bimbo

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Doubt


I always wonder what is going on inside that head of yours.

What is the design of your mind?

What is the structure of your thought process?

What is the framework of your imagination?


Doubtful,

Suspicions


I crave for you in the most innocent way,

In ways people do yet can only dream of happening.

You are a walking imperfection,

An uncharted exploration;

An enigma trying to solve itself.


Doubts are built upon expectations. They have the power to shatter conjectures, stir up unforecasted hurricanes and bring upon calamity when people least expect.

They are the chaos that you see form right before your eyes, only to consume you when you did not anticipate.


You are a beautiful disaster; a figment of reality waiting to happen.

You are the storm brewing in my heart.

Tuesday 3 April 2018

Lost & Found

Lost
Feelings

An abstract sentiment
blink
Eyes meet
blink
A flicker of emotion
blink
An unknown semantic

Found
Lover

My mind
catastrophic
Her Heart
esoteric
Settling down
cathartic
Love life
tragic

Lost
Self-esteem

inhale
Let me hear your secrets
exhale
Let me feel your soul
inhale
Let me in to your heart
exhale
Let me know you love me

Found
Broken Heart

You made me believe I had a chance
crack 
And upon taking it
shatter
You leave my life
break
As I whispered for you to stay

Lost
You

I think I may have moved on
weep
As the memories of you slowly fade
whimper
But whenever you dawn on me; numbness
whine
As I realise you can not break a heart
break down
That is already broken

Found

Perhaps I did not love you enough;
Spontaneous
The way I lost you
The way I loved you

Perhaps I will never know why
The reason you walked out
And never said goodbye